hahaha.you thought i liked SHENGRONG?!nahs,i don't please!~he's someone's else :x haha.i really don't like him okay.hahaha(:well,haha.yupps.perhaps,richoon is abit fierce yeah):but!she's friendly lahs(: gees~ yupp(:oh well,i just don't like shengrong: D he's a good friend to me yeah?hahaha(:i like someone else :x yupp.i do haiish,i don't even know if he likes me anot.but don't worry yeah?

i'll see how if i was free on that day yeah?haha(:i mean 19 or 20 oct.i got to go now yeah?(:takecare

SAYONARAs,
sugo-san(:

   Okay, the truth is I am not avoiding you. I want to talk to you, and today I wanted to walk right straight to your desk, and Ri Choon gave me that eye, saying, "Don't you dare. I hate you." Just right her eye. So I was scared, kinda. So don't be disheartened. Anyway, let's be positive!

   PLEASE OH PLEASE I want to go and watch the movie! On 19 October! You can try 20 October! AAAHHH!!! Anyway, I heard from Jia Hao that you like Sheng Rong. Is it true? HUH? Don't worry, I won't tell anybody. Anyway, my Yahoo Messenger is not working. so you don't need to send me messages there. But no one knows this blog, isn't it? NO ONE! Actually, Syahirah knows. Ha ha, Syahirah don't have the time to read anyway. She can't switch on the computer, her parents don't allow her. But you do seem to like Sheng Rong and Sheng Rong seem to like you. HAHAHA!!! Congrats! Omedeto gozaimasu!!

   So anyway, carry on updating and then please SMS me to update too! And I hope, REALLY HOPE, this gap will come closer again, it is not nice to be what we are now. I WANT TO TALK TO YOU! Really. I am not scared. Really. So start talking and don't behave like what you are now. You are truly different, just like Ri Choon perhaps. But you are better than her, I guess it should be. ANYWAY, got to go study already. I didn't even revise for anything yet! I was still dreaming of my 'boyfriend', Changmin, and NOW I am still dreaming of him, but I know it is impossible for me to be with him, he is famous.

   You know Dong Bang Shin Ki? Or Dong Bang Shin Gi? Or Tong Vfang... err.. I mean TVfXQ. Or Tohoshinki? Ha ha, it is a boyband with alot of names. Changmin, he is one of them in the boyband. HAHAHA!!! He's so cute! But they call him Max. And I am sure you will like Jae Joong, they usually call him Hero, or something like that. Ha ha, you can check them out! Please hear their songs! Especially Rising Sun! Anyway, you got lots to learn from me! Because you have gone way behind me, I know more of the J-Pop, or J-Rock, or K-Pop, or anything, even Visual Kei. Korea don't like rock, and there is only one rock band, called The TRAX.

   Got to go really. JYAA!!

Alyssa

   (P.S: Here the video of Rising Sun by Dong Bang Shin Ki. Please watch, and if you like it, please tell me and if you want the song, it is donw there, go download it. I won't stop you.)

yeah,i know we drifted apart.yes,you vent your anger yupps(:so we are fine now(:i am trying to,be okay.haiish.i know you hate me(:i don't hate you at all,not even a least.i didn't say i would like be with richoon didn't i?

so i tried talking to you):but you seem ignoring me?haiish.i am sorry,okay?now whatever i am saying now,i think you won't even care a damn yeah?haiish.yes,there is a gap.i scolded you as i was immature at that TIME.so why bother care?i don't speak ill of you infront of other people(:i'll try to be with you,okay.

on 19 october,i wonder if i will be in singapore or japan.so,i need to see how.no promises(:i really hope that we can be tgt again?:D all i can say now is SORRY(:and nothing else):i really hope we can be close agn.x(

sorry for the neglection;
sorry for the ignorance;
sorry for my vulguarites.

takecare ruihua(:

loves,
rikaSUGO(:

    My life, is going to end. I am just to fall down and down in to the darkness and never open my eyes again. Anyway, of course you know this is Alyssa speaking. And remember my friend, Lika? And she said she doesn't anymore gaps between us? Ha ha, there is a HUGE BIG FAT GAP between us. So yes, sometimes what you say in the past won't happen in the future.

   I don't talk to her. No. I don't see her. No no. I don't even care about her. No no no. I don't even feel her presence anywhere even she is just right there. No no no no no. I don't know why too. No no no no no. Well, Lika, my dear dear bosom friend of mine, what has become of you? I know, life is difficult. And don't think I am a idiotic, irritating, whatever you think of me, or people think of me, person. Because I knew that very time I ask you to sit right beside me, and Ri Choon suddenly shouted for your name, and you said, "What?"

   And you got away then, when I was busy talking to Cherminn. Ri Choon didn't want you to be with me, isn't it? And what are those lies that you two tell behind my back? No one likes me? Everybody HATES me? I didn't know you can be so evil. I am not stupid. I am NOT stupid. And the comment I had from my other blog, somebody wrote, "don't anyhow say rika, fucker" Don't think I am stupid. It is surely two of you. Sorry to say this all, but I am feeling really stressed inside. Exams are just this week, are we able to go Express?

   I bet you won't even want to go there. You want to stay with Ri Choon, right? That someone B, you prefer someone B than someone A, who wants to transfer school. And I didn't say I wanted to go to Fuhua Secondary. I didn't say I wanted to follow you. IT IS you who wants to follow me. Believe or not. Don't you remember? I know, everything is going wrong. I wonder why we met in the first place. This won't happen then. Really. This will never happen at all. I am dying. Really.

   OOOoooo,,, I feel that I let off some steam. Very good. Thanks anyway, Lika. For letting me vent my anger for no use, I am really stressed and I can't concentrate on my work you see. Anyway, are you free on the 19 of October? I want to go to the movies!! Okay, so if you are free, come with me okay? GOOD!! Anyway, please write another entry here, then SMS me to ask me to read it. DON'T FORGET!!!

Alyssa

   Even this trailer is so funny:

   Dear Rika:

   When the day comes, the sun rises and feel the joy in your heart and get ready for school. But I cannot understand why I go school for. I was trying to figure out why, I just wonder why. Oh, Rika, I also want to apologise. You said those bad words in the Yahoo messenger, I felt really bad about that. Gomenasai, anyway. Sorry of all my lies, what ever I did, I am so sorry. Truly, gomenasai.

   And that person you talking about? Maybe I guess it is me. I wanted to transfer school, but my attempts failed. Well, some things you may not understand. My family are facing alot of problems, so later this year we will be moving house somewhere near Fuhua Secondary School or somewhere else. WE can't stay in our condo anymore. We are what you call, broke. I hope you understand that, we can't go to each other houses often anymore.

   Maybe you can check your Yahoo messenger. I said something there. I can't go on and say this. This is a public blog, everyone can see it. I am so glad when I saw you made an effort to write something here. And you said sorry, and whatever you did, I am very grateful.

   And I am currently busy now. I have been watching anime and stuffs all about Japan and of course my studies. I don't have the time to think about steads, what problems you are having, or anyone else, I care about myself now. You know, I have been a changed person now, I have stopped talking about those rubbish that ri Choon stole you away from me. I didn't, and I don't care. You can try me, HAHAHAHAHAHA! Just kidding. I am a certain person who always leave the past and move on, unless it is a happy memory. Look at me. I have started eating some vegetables. Have you even noticed? The answer is 'no'.

   I have been even noticing you staring at me, I have no idea too, you just look at me. Same goes to Ri Choon. Ri Choon's was a hateful look while yours, I am not sure, but all I have in my mind is my husband JIRO! Oh yes, here is his picture:

   Oh, he is so cute. you better don't like him. BECAUSE I LOVE HIM! Ha ha, but I really do. Call me crazy... Okay okay okay.... Got to go. By the way, watch this video of my Jiro competing his bass and the guitars. OH, HE IS SO KAKOII! Hai hai hai..

OK Ja nei!
Arissa

  You want to know why? I am in Fuhua with someone... Not Somebody but someone else.. Fine... I write it in someone A and someone B... It is simpler... I prefer someone B than to someone A... Someone A don't wanna go Fuhua.. I wonder why he/she followed me.. For what.. Then want to transfer...He/she like what.. Fuhua Is the best school.. I have that feeling that I will get good grades!!!! I mean by going there!! He/she does not appreciate it.. Why He/She must write the Fuhua?????Like as if I forced him/her like that!!! Whatever....

Good grades(studying at Fuhua):   Good grades:
Reward for the good grades after a good job more money:
And a A star this big: Cool???

Signing off,
Rika

  I am so sorry rui hua.. I flared up and wrote those things to you!!! sorry.. I did not mean it!!!And ya really sorry... I am giving you something.. you can save it...

It is quite blurr though...

Love ,
Lika

  Yes hello I know it is late now.. But I need to say something!!! Can I believe what anyone is saying? How come people compare me with others... People get jealous you know.. I am a person!!! I get JEALOUS too!!! Like for example.. Alyssa comparing me with Claire... she told me she friends Claire... It is not that it is wrong to friend someone... It is!!!! ARGH!!! Just can't stand it...

   It was only me that Alyssa pierced her ears with me only... that was the time she pierced her ears... I wonder why she said that" I was afraid of crying in front of claire ,her mother and Rika" She only was with me!!! I got so mad... We went to Lot 1 to pierce... I got mad!!! Why must she say this??? why?? RUI Hua? I want to tell the whole world << I GET JEALOUS EASILY!!!>> Don't lie everybody gets jealous once in a while!!! Oh come on!!! Okay I am sorry.. But I better ask Rui hua what she means.. I don't want any more gaps between us... I am afriad...

   Thanks,
    Lika...

   We are bored. We just got back from the swimming pool and we had a lot of fun MAN! Well, just one thing I don't like about is Rika spraying water on my face. Not with the water gun. Even though her mouth acts like one. HAHA! Just kidding.

    Fine sorry... sorry in a million times just playing! Anyway I am still wondering why Ri Choon wrote: '[[gal]]                                       u all r not my friends!' She is weird.. I think.. We all friend her and now she is telling us.. us.. I mean on msn chat we are not her friends!! ARGHHH!!!

    Sigh. She is so childish. First she says we are her friends. Then later, she says we are not friends. It is like she don't friend us anymore. But wait, I don't care anyway. I don't really like her. And in my diary she wrote she liked me 100% and in the other people' diaries, she said she only like me 50%. Sigh. Such a liar. LIAR!!! Anyway, FORGET IT! I hope she doesn't read this blog...

   Yup.. Alyssa is so right.. Now it is raining how am I going to go HOME????

   No worries. I shall lend you my umbrella and you can go home without getting wet. Hee hee. Hee hee. Hee hee. Okay, are you still eating dinner at my house right?

   Duh... of course but I am getting hungry after falling into the pool and the stomach keeps hitting the pool.. IT HURTS!! I hope Ri Choon cherishes her friends.. It is every Pri 6 lasts years.. Which is on 22 december!!! Yikes... I hate that I do hate this and I don't want to go a different school with Alyssa!!! 

   Answer number 1: I am also hungry too. Well, I just love the feeling jumping down the bridge just now and it hurts to find that my pebble is lost in the waterfall of the swimming pool and oh, we forgotten to take back our pebbles we left there! DAMN! Sigh. Answer number 2: I just hope Ri Choon do what you say just now. But I don't think so because of a small matter that Susan hangs out with Jiahui and Ri Choon flares up and Susan crys like hell. She should be more serious next time and stop being enemies with people when people don't want to. ??? I sound like a counsellor. *slaps face* and well, we have to depend on the MOE who decides where we are going. Oh MOE, if you are reading, please let us both go to Fuhua Secondary School. My index number is 30--. I forgotten. But can you search for our names?

   Kan Rui Hua and Sugo Rika can you?Further more you can find things easily... I guess with full of papers at your desk... By the way... Fuhua is a good school... I hope you allows us both to go to the same school.. please.. but Also god.. Bless us all... I am afraid.. I guess Rui Hua toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

   HEY! CHECK IT OUT! It has stopped raining! YAY! Okay, don't worry. Just pray to God and believe in Him and He will answer your prayers. But of course, you must have faith in Him. Well, I am not really afraid. I just let nature take its course. Nothing to worry about. Anyway we both put Fuhua Secondary School as our first choice. NO PROBLEM!

   Kay, we have got to go soon.. what are your last words?

  No last words, baby. I will not going to die anyway. Hee hee. Just kidding. Your name is not 'baby' I should call you 'Lika' rather than that. I guess 'Lika' is better than 'Rika' anyway.

  Bye.. Love sincerely,
  Lika and M.Michiko (she changed her name..Alyssa) 

  XOXOXOXO P.S: cherish your friends..